I Thought My Life Was Over.
For years I chased moving horizons through survival, addiction, success, failure, and hopelessness, until I finally surrendered everything to God.
A Story About Survival, Failure, and Redemption
My story is not one of someone who always had faith figured out.
It is the story of someone who spent most of his life surviving.
I grew up around instability, addiction, poverty, violence, and chaos. Over the years, I buried pain beneath anger, alcohol, work, ambition, distractions, and the constant search for a horizon that always seemed to move farther away.
From the outside, there were moments where life looked successful. Military service. Careers. Creative opportunities. Relationships. Fatherhood. New beginnings.
But internally, I was collapsing.
There came a point where I genuinely believed my life was over. I had reached a level of hopelessness where I no longer saw a future for myself.
Then God intervened.
Not all at once. Not through perfection. But through surrender, faith, brotherhood, purpose, and the people He placed in my life at exactly the right moments.
My Iron Horizon is not a story about me becoming extraordinary.
It is a story about what God can do with someone who finally stops trying to save himself.
The Night Everything Changed
At my lowest point, I finally stopped trying to control everything myself.
I prayed honestly. Completely broken. Completely exhausted. I told God that I could not keep living the way I had been living.
Then something happened that changed the direction of my life forever.
A phone call from someone I had not spoken to in nearly twenty years opened a door I never could have planned myself.
Within days, I left California behind with little more than faith, a bag of clothes, and the hope that maybe God still had a purpose for my life.
That journey eventually led me to Texas, to New Life Church, to brotherhood, to service, and to a completely different understanding of what restoration truly means.
The full story is inside the book.